Sunday, November 22, 2009
Omg. i am 20. i cant believe it. just 10 years ago, i was hoping i could grow up soon. and now it sucks. i refuse to grow up. but its a fact i am already 20 years OLD. OLD!............... i am not a teen anymore. dont u just admire those kids in uniform now? despite the o levels and a levels. its just fun no matter what or which exam is it because we have got friends to study and get it through with us.Anyway, its my birthday so i should be happy. this special day. thanks to people who smsed and fbed me good wishes. i really appreciate that. some people who i nvr expected to remember my birthday really made me surprised haha. and thx s22 asses.the gathering we had after so long...i had a great time.thx for the presents!21st birthday is getting closer. 363 more days... not a lot. think i be busy mugging for my exams by then. Just how special is a birth-day? does it make one feel more blessed? i think so.
i know i am 2 days late. i havent been blogging. lazy XD... so november is ending. here comes december. the end of the year is always the best. i have no idea why... maybe christmas and holidays and the festive mood everywhere.
Wednesday, November 04, 2009
through the dark there is light. Is there? perhaps i will get to know after i ORD.all those judging pairs of eyes. most of the time its ppl we know that judges us. does it matter when strangers who talk to us for only 1 hr judge us? no i dont think so. its the people we know, the ppl around us... life just sucks around such ppl.can you see? can anyone see?watched 2 different of genres of movie last week... Jennifer's body and My Sister's keeper.Jennifer's body was like totally no link. throughout the movie. the crazy bffs. megan fox was the only thing worth watching in the movie. lol. seriously nothing esle. i still have question marks now...on the other hand, MSK was really nice. touching and sad. i feel so blessed after watching the movie. kids with leukemia suffer a lot. i have a cousin who has it too...luckily he recovered unlike kate. its just so controversial for parents to make designer babies to save their other kid. will the other kid understand? unlike anna, not all kids will be that understanding. anna is special not because she is a designer baby..because she loves her family. some might think sara is a very bad mother to bluff anna to donate this and that to kate. the thing is sometimes we are so attached to someone or something that we cant bear to let go. and i think she loves anna as much as kate. no doubt if anna was sick, she would give all she could for her.
Tuesday, October 27, 2009
Life is only sucky because we meet sucky people who totally screw our normal life upside down. what makes sucky people sucky? who are these people? people who do not reflect in the mirror when they talk of course. does it occur to them they arent that good either after all? what gives them the right to talk about people like that? when people err they usually dun mean it. and what's the use of harping on it?hearing these people talk makes me want to throw up. all the ego from that educated brain of theirs. people are homosexual and how does that affect u when they dun even know u? people are born black so whats your problem with that?stepping on others doesnt make one taller. just makes u look shorter in my eyes.
Sunday, October 18, 2009
Its not like i have been counting the amount of days left. but its really in my face when i see my seniors ORD. i feel so happy for them. but i cant stop feeling sad for myself either. haha. i guess thats totally normal. on the bright side, i am next in line to reach the ORD finishing line. so ya i shuld be happy.for 5 days of cooping myself at home, i seriously understand the meaning of free haha. i wished i had more but the bad news is i have to work tmr, a sunday. yes it really sucks. one of my weekends are gone again.NUS has sent a letter regarding early matriculation...which i dun understand the use of.. they say its due to shortened NS periods but the thing is...early matriculation starts in may? ok maybe i shuld go listen to it after all...i watched julie and julia recently... and i could say its rather good. good as in inspirational and good. haha. julia childs learnt professional cooking. when ppl looked down on her, it was her and only herself who did it all. her way of speech and actions are just so funny. i cant stop laughing whenever she talks. meryl streep is such a good actress haha. and on the other hand, julie just inspires me on how she sets her aims and complains anyway anyhow. at least she shown me the one good thing about blogging? haha.perhaps life sucks sometimes. but as it sucks now, i am looking forward to the good days ahead...
Friday, October 02, 2009
Having situation awareness doesnt really help sometimes. perhaps people are just incorrigible. its just so hard to communicate. what you say can decide what you are? what nonsense. people judge u when something happens? and when nothing happens, they become your friends? i saw that coming. friends are overrated just like adulthood. maybe they shuldnt even be called friends in the first place.
does it mean i am illogical when i only make little sense to you? felt so insulted. maybe u didnt know, u nvr made sense to me.
fuck life.fuck sqn.fuck people.
Sunday, September 13, 2009
is it just my life thats boring? or is life supposed to be boring ?
maybe thats because i am doing the same thing everyday...facing the same people wearing the same masks to work everyday. looking at ppl judging ppl with the same kind of eyes.
Ns brings many ppl with different types of backgrounds together. its just amazing how ppl can mix iregardless of their past. friendships are forged.
my weekends been burned. wat to do..its already sept.
Monday, September 07, 2009
can i stop growing older. can i be 19 forever. i dun mind not watching the R21 shows. i dun mind not having the freedom of an adult. i am contented with what i have not other than the money i have. which is always insufficient but i believe it still will be the same even if i am working.
2010 seems so close. but its only september. life has to go on no matter how sucky it gets. i try to think positively. friends make time pass faster. when i look back from the future, would i ever miss my NS experience? the thing is i am missing my JC years already haha.
everyone's busy with their lifes now. ny brain is dead. i think...its time to start using it i guess.
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